Sunday, March 11, 2012
This feeling has taken over me. I feel strong when I'm with you but without you I feel so weak, fragile. Like a glass, I am easily broken. But beside you, the feeling of insecure just vanished away. I feel alive being in my own skin. Just being me. I dont care about anything that happened around me, as long as there's you to guide me. To love me.
The holydays had started and I am already getting that tensed away. Srsly, I think I'm gonna fail a lot of subjects this time around. I just dont have that optimistic spirit in me, anymore. Sigh, this is my last year and I need to give my 150% in everything. Theres no more time to play around. This is a serious shit.
Till then vitches,
Friday, March 2, 2012
So everything is going good now. And 2012 had treated me nice so far. I am enjoying my high school year, my senior year, where I get to bully thousands of junior. Miaahahah! Kiddos! Anyho, I am currently busy with the exams we're having right now, the mid of first term. I am so not prepared for any of the test. So, am dead.
I finally got myself a new laptop! Weeheee. My grandpa bought it for me and I am loving it like theres no tomorrow! *hugging my laptop* Ngeee. Mission accomplished.
So, lately, I've been bragging about how I hate touchscreen phone, and srsly, it is so fcking annoying! My fingers are too big and I am so in need of a new phone. Perhaps an Iphone? In your dream Bryan, in your dream. I wanna get my Blackberry back! I am so over with touchscreen. A tablet sounds fine tho.
Moving on with myself now. So, I'll be busy, busy and busy! I am in dilemma now, should I go for Drama or Public Speaking? Hmmm. I think I'm gonna go with Public Speaking! It'll be fun, I guess? Solar Car on the other had will start on 11 April and we'll have to compete with SMK Bintulu and SMK Assyakirin, whereby the principal of SMK Assyakirin encourages his student to join, to beat SMK Tatau and the saddest part of all is the principal was SMK Tatau's ex senior assistant. So yeah, it is kinda sadistic, I would assume.