Thursday, December 30, 2010

I'm done. Goodbye 2010

So this is just something random I come up with. I just hate seeing my blog outdated. So to end this 2010, I've asked a few friends of mine what they think about me, so here it's.

a)U r an amazing person... Ur not shy of anything.. Ur realy funny, u know how to make ppl laugh all the time.. U have a realy good sense of humour... Ur friendly, n sexy...
b)You're a good brother which always help me out and caring so much, makes me feel so needed. A boy that often took with the muncung and bleks pictures. A boy that keep i know you want me like pitbull. It's just so hard to describe how gorgeous you were. Ilybitch.
c)uncommon, that's what I think.

Thanks everyone and each of you for giving me an unforgettable year. You guys brighten up my shady days and without you guys, I'll be a lost little lamb.

Yours truly,

p.s; won't update my blog for a not so long time.

Monday, December 27, 2010

True Confession, Part 3.

What kept me as the Queen B, was the fact that I did some trend set. And my choice of trend setting is changing phone every couple of month. Trust me, it work but it doesn't worth it. You'll splurge for new phone models and found out that it's a total bummer. And here's how thing goes wrong, my 'friend' knew something beneath my plastic skin and they use it to against me. I did mistake and they made a big blockbuster out of it. I've decided, that there was nothing called friend. They only used you. People accused me for something I hadn't done and I make them pay for it. They've told teachers about how cold I was and my Living Skills teacher confronted me. She told me that they were whining about how I treated them, coldly. She told me that friends are something hard to find and look out for. And thank you for telling me that. I've cried for the first time. I realized that true friends are hard to find.

Yours truly,

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

True Confession, Part 2.

I was known as the one that keep on saying 'Bitch', my favourite swear word. I cursed a lot when I was 13, I thought that can make me look cool. But the truth was, I felt insecured. I felt like I was being left behind and I've learned something to make me 'hot', gossiping. I knew the consequences of gossiping but I said to myself, 'Fuck that, you'll be in the it group.' And I did. Then I learnt about those little backstabber. Hah, I'm actually laughing when thinking about backstabber. I had a friend of mine and we'd always backstab each other. But we still remained friend. God, that was hilarious. I think? I used to be the middle person, the one that tell and dig everything out a person and tell the other and vice versa. I was a professional in it. The two of them fought for a long long time but now, they are super closed to each other without me. See, I was evil.

True Confession, Part 1.

I've decided to sum up all of my pre-teen experiences in this one title post with 3 parts of it. So, it'll be 3 post. Grasp of the obvious. I've been through bullshit that everyone's having and I survived. This is my story. Teenager as my Oxford dictionary said 'a person aged between 13 and 19 years old.' The actual truth of being a teenager, its suck. Some of us doesn't survived. Why? They can't handle the fucked up lifestyle and commit suicide. Tragic isn't it? How would you know when you are having some difficulties in teenagehood? It's easy, when everyone look at you in disgust and your best friend didn't sit with you during lunch. It's a sign that you are the main topic of today's gossip. You will experience that very first breakdown. You'll find that this world is a dark tunnel with no way out. You have nothing with you except your torchlight and matches to light up your life. It's your own duty to brighten up your own day.
Don't worry, this is just the beginning of everything worst.

Saturday, December 4, 2010

It's funny when we grew older, we get much fragile.